Sunday, November 1, 2009

Where Was I?

A funny thing happened on the way to The End of my current work. I stopped. Now, there are about fifteen major Real Life reasons that the writing, it ended. And about fifteen reasons related to the novel itself. I've solved a few of the latter and none of the former. But I have found a reason to get back to writing.

I had tried luring myself with the idea of a hoped-for next book tour. I know writers complain about them, but my parents went with me for the Northern California dates, and we had more fun than you'd believe. We might go back with no book at all!

What was the hang-up? There was the existential problem of what is the point, exactly, to writing novels? Beyond the fact that they are not a critical item in human existence. No, really, they're not. Not like food and water and football. Then there is the fact that in a few billion years the Sun will swell up, consume the Earth, and even the best novel will have only the quality of flammability.

And then something odd happened. I've mentioned before that I rail against a number of vanity-press-in-disguise companies, most singularly PublishAmerica. Want to see pain? Hear from a writer who has just figured out that they have sold their book to a phony publisher for one dollar. And I've had occasion to speak to such writers on many occasions.

That is what happened. A writer got in touch who had discovered the PA scam too late. This person hurt. A lot. They also, and forgive me, but it is the truth, had very poor English usage. In every respect. When asked, no, they don't read much.

That's when it came to me: why I need to keep going. Craft. Because I do read, and do try to use language well, and it means something to me. Because I can do it well.

And so I shall.

2 comments:

Christopher P. Simmons said...

What...is the point, exactly, to writing novels... not a critical item...
Perhaps 'novels' are not a critical item to humanity, but writing is a critical part of YOUR humanity, the humanity of writers.

like food and water and football.
Oh, really? Have you never written at the expense of eating, drinking? And certainly, you've many times said, "the game is on, but... (scribble scribble, tap tap)"

Then there is the fact that in a few billion years the Sun will swell up, consume the Earth, and even the best novel will have only the quality of flammability.

I beg to differ. First off, by then, the Google Star will have carried humanity's (or cephalopodity's) writing to galaxies long ago and far away. And by the time Sol swells, Google Earth will be a LITERAL Google Earth, uploading itself to the Trapezium.

Till then, keep writing.

Lorelei Armstrong said...

I am very much looking forward to resuming! I shall even purchase a new printer to replace my Haunakkah miracle printer, which lived in the humidity of Kauai for years and years and only this year succumbed to the rust. I shall print the first half, and sit down at my Grandfather's drafting table, and lay it all out, and see what I have.

Can't wait.